At some point in life you start to see the doors closed behind you. You see now but are unsure of the future. What are the next steps? How to get from here to the end of a significant life. Time is ticking. You feel it. You can’t stay here. Stasis is the enemy. Does anybody blog anymore? Life wasting away behind a computer screen, behind a desk, in an office in a basement. Abandon all or build up from what you have? Is the foundation solid?
I see now but not behind or ahead. The future is all probability, waves of maybe. Waiting for the collapse.